My life journey

Hi... hi zatil...


I dont know what exactly i want to
Write.... tooo much..... toooo everything..... only Allah knows how i feel now...

I need to:
  -stay focused on phd
Find my faith and streng to
Walk
In this lonely journey...

It was sooo lonely....
The only thing i heard was myself....

Allah please help me and forgive me.......



Xoxoxo
Zatill

I love u..... mom
Loves u.......

baby please dont go - by mike posner

hyeeeee all...im back after years.....what happen??

erm i got nothg to say just just i ve loove this song " baby please dont go" by mike posner.. n suddenly i was thinking to publish it in my blog.

Please Don’t Go” is a song by American recording artist Mike Posner, released as the second single from his debut album, 31 Minutes to Takeoff . The music video premiered in mid October 2010.

so classic , so cozy , n i feel the love inside it..hahah should i now? -->NO..

JUST ENJOYING MY TIME --OPENING BY MIKE

fun fun

luv,

zatil

i will neva go out until i find myself again


I PROMISE ..I dont have any hope again...no hope for love,,maybe will die bfr i find my love...
who is my love now??? no one...anyone want to share him/her love im glad to have u too...
no hope..IM HOPELESS AGAIN...LOOK SICK =MODEL=ME



I AM CRAZEY WOMEN NOW..I DONT CARE OF THE WORLD ANYMO

WAT I WANT IS MOSS

new me

hyee its been such a looong time not see u in here....guess wat?? im fucked myself..letting myself bein hurt,, n now im goin away..n want to dead....i want to be sick n mosss i will follow u later..i dont care about boys ..i just want moss n moss is my life now :)

my life now:

moss
appreciated fren
career



dead peacefully.
may ALLAH be with me.....


zatil i love u:)

fuckin boring day...

I was totally damn feel unusual today..i am fake,,,,waht i know now is trying to be extremely like sick ppl-->i dont care what ppl say...JUST BE SMALL N THIN LIKE MODELLL!!!!! coz tht is what i want .....i DEADLY WANT TO BE LIKE NATALIA!!! i LOOVE HER n i LLLOVE ME TOO :+++ ... I CAN DO IT!!!!! GO GO ZATIL!!
wht i'm goin 2 do now are:
-->eat more dates
-->eat damn shake
--> exercise
-->water n water

++if hungry....eat dates n fruits!!!


u can do it>>>mmuah